OK, so on Monday I went to the DR due to the fact that I just didn't feel right. I felt like I had to pee every 5 minutes and just didn't feel comfortable. So I am now off my feet and at home. At first I was kinda excited about it but being home is getting old already.
I'll be honest, I'm a little terrified. When I had the twins, I only made it to 29 weeks, and now I'm 20 weeks, and already at 1cm. I know that if the baby was to be delivered at this point it wouldn't survive. My heart is overwhelmed with fear!
I'm trying to stay as optimistic as possible and to listen to my body and know when I need to rest. Its very hard to stay sitting or laying down all day, but I gotta do it. I have to make it to at least 25 weeks, to have a chance of having the baby survive.
Anyways, I will keep everyone posted as to what the progress is, but I'm hoping it gets pretty uneventful from here on out.
